Well I've finally made my new journal, if I haven't added you yet, please comment to be added.
I will miss my old life wih Shaun, but it wasn't meant to be. I just wasn't happy. The distance, seeing each other only once a year and not having as many things and common and the age gap all destroyed our relationship.
I have another prospective lover awaiting me, but I can't rush into it yet. I need some time to get to know him a little more. It will be another LDR, which I'm a little worried about, but because he only lives a few states away our future is easily attainable. We just need to gather some money together. I hope this goes well. I don't want to be alone, I'm terrified of it.