Princess Penguin Peanut ([info]psycho_peanut) wrote,
@ 2006-01-27 10:48:00
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Current mood: numb

A New Beginning
Well I've finally made my new journal, if I haven't added you yet, please comment to be added.
I will miss my old life wih Shaun, but it wasn't meant to be. I just wasn't happy. The distance, seeing each other only once a year and not having as many things and common and the age gap all destroyed our relationship.
I have another prospective lover awaiting me, but I can't rush into it yet. I need some time to get to know him a little more. It will be another LDR, which I'm a little worried about, but because he only lives a few states away our future is easily attainable. We just need to gather some money together. I hope this goes well. I don't want to be alone, I'm terrified of it.


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(Anonymous)
2006-01-28 05:04 am UTC (link)
So you lied to me you do have another lover Marlene :(( why couldn't you tell me i had to find out this way :( you think changing your LJ nick would help? i have more of an IQ then that tyvm and you said you weren't going to have another LDR because they sux so another LIE from you, and No Marlene our relationship wasn't destroyed ,-You destroyed Me. you are classed as a Monkey Swinger, you had this new guy Branch then let go of mine when you found another and you said you hadn't, how could you hurt me so badly Marlene :(( I Loved You yet you won't go the distance with me :(, i would like my ring back too please after all these lies you told me and used me for sex etc, i think i derseve that ring back now, i would have foregone it until you have done this to me with this betrayal with another, i couldn't have been worth anything to you if you have already have or going to have my replacement already and so soon after you left me so i couldn't have been that important to you or you Had Loved Me as much as you said you did :( replay to this plz Marlene via yahoo or this or your text phone i need for you to tell me this ^^^ directly i need the closure and the final truth you owe me at least this, i been taken off work because i'm unfit to work at this time :(, so please get in touch with me this very last time and give me the total truth and the final closure i deserve and after that you won't hear from on here or anywhere else ever again but please give me this thing Marlene, for all we have been through you at least owe me this plz, Shaun :(

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(Anonymous)
2006-01-28 06:04 am UTC (link)
Marlene please i beg you get in touch with me just the last time, i need the final closure i need to heal :( i feel like an open wound because you told me half truths please please i beg you just Message/IM me this last time about this^^ i'm not angry just disapointed i had to find out this 'new' news this way :( please Marlene don't ignore me please i beg you, please talk to me and tell me this and the final closure that i seek i'm sorry i had to go out of my way to find you to ask you this, but i felt there was something more you didn't tell me, if ya happy now without me that i'll exspect that and if this new LDR is what ya after then i'll exspect that too, but please i beg you talk to me via yahoo etc just this last time please Marlene i derserve this last talk fo all we have been through i can heal without it :( please don't ignore it and leave it this way, you know the heartache of not knowing you know this, please don't let me suffer the same way :( you know janie did that to me she never told me the 'whole' truth, please Marlene i beg you don't let me suffer the same whay of not knowing, i want to hear it from you via text i'll be on at our old usual time, please put me out of my misery i need to know and i need that final closure from you and the whole truth, please i need it, i promise you won't hear from me after that and you know i keep them, so please Marlene i beg you get in touch this last time and release me from the closure and the whole truth i don't have, please :(

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[info]sailorsaturn
2006-01-29 10:06 am UTC (link)
Sugar, give it time. You don't want to rush into another relationship (especially an LDR) on a rebound. It'll make you look bad and the fact that you don't want the new person think he's there only as a security blanket while at the same time you don't want him to think that you're desperate for anything.

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[info]ghostxxrider
2006-02-06 08:09 pm UTC (link)
Hi, new beginnings are nice. I added you, if you don't mind ;) *hugs*

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[info]silvenwolf
2006-02-24 06:26 am UTC (link)
Btw, it's too bad that you had a bad experience with the LFA community recently.

But, I do wish you and your new guy all the best, happiness with each other, and that you two can be together some day. Feel free to friend me. :)

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